i spy a silly goose .

So i kinda got t-boned.

I was riding to a friends house and an uninsured car t- bones us from the passengers side where im sitting and yah the car was in bad shape and it wasnt our fault but yah it was scary but an adrenalin rush and it feels sorta exciting . But on another note we were in a tiny car and they were in an huge suv…. so meh 

So ya’
Thought ya’
Might like to
Go to the show

To feel 
The warm thrill of confusion
That space cadet glow

Tell me is something eluding you sunshine?
Is this not what you expected to see?
If you wanna’ find out what’s behind these cold eyes
You’ll just have to claw your way through this disguise!

my mind was blown now to think …. 

Just remembered everything before it got so methodical, and cracked a huge smile then a realization hit me of how somethings changed and it probably wont be specifically like that again….then the brief moment of happiness was lost.

the cogs of self preservation and logic are turning again.